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`Breakdowns Perhaps because I dont really understand love or my ability to let myself escape reality by sleeping is too good. Ping was super sad when she was accused by her ex and even cried but idk what to do |: even though she hid her tears quickly and pretend that nth is happening, the aura is jus different. I can tell. but i dont know how to comfort you. telling you to not think so much is so redundant. i bet u dont wan to think as well, u jus cant help it. love is sth i dont understand, i dont understand why people can dwell so much after a break-up because i havent been through it myself. All i did with my past years was just to forget and ignore anything that is sad or regrettable. i dont hav a proper plan to move forward. continuing to look up his twitter wont do you any good. u shld refrain yourself frm even speaking to him. let the time pass. make a promise to yourself that u will only send a 'how r u' msg 3years from now. He is just someone u once loved now. saying this sounds so easy but since it wouldnt work out, u shld wish him all the best and nvr NVR talk agn until the feeling is numb alr. and that wednesday -.- like a srsly? y do i have 2 friends that broke up at the same period. i cant deal with this. if im irritated i will jus vent everything on u all and that will make u all hate me. n idw that. zuo ren zhen nan. hais. I constantly reflect on myself when i blog. i feel that people in exo are jus pretentious. I truly want to be in your social circle but somehow i can only be a regular schoolmate that i may or may not see daily. ): i dw that. but i dont hav the habit of texting and its super awkward to start. i know its not enof to jus hav lunch/dinz talking crap tgt. its fun but it jus feels very fake when u dw me inside that circle. if u dw its fine. u can make it clear. im a forceful person because i wan u by my side. the people who quarreled/fought with me nvr last long in hating each other. we make it up somehow. because i know everyone isnt really angry to the core and is sincere in the friendship. i may say things u hate but jus for that u r breaking the friendship? then u must have really hated me. watching nagi no asukara makes me think if im someone who hates changes as well. i think im.. i dont wan the feelings to change but i dont think it will stay the same forever. maybe i shld start asking person by person to describe me. ping said she jus accepted who i am for what i am. she said i was naive which i agree. but its not sth that can be changed because thats jus me. i dont think deep enough and i can foresee that ppl will forgive my thoughtless comments heh. :p jus saying out loud wad u wan is jus such a good feeling. i wear my emotions on my face so its really easy to tell. sometimes i feel that i give my closer frens lesser smiles than with newly made frens. :3 hahas but thats not fake either. cos im happy u r spending your time with such a person like me. :) the greatest gift u can give ur frens is your time. sometimes i appreciate that lek puts in effort to know me though it made me think otherwise for some time back >.> he is irritating but he goes all the way for his frens. sometimes doubting his sincerity and ultimate motive hahas. its nice to know u as a fren :) oh and that day went for J'party! damm i missed by 2 to get the ultimate nitendo 3ds! D: oh well.. surprised that JAC peeps actually know each other alr. referring to the fortune telling booth ppl. o.o so gonna join the foc for nxt yr! be some impt person and make them my frens haha! good luck to me! XD |