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`Confused Thoughts Went kbox wif pris, cheng chuan and zack on 6 april.. its kind of weird though.. i know cc likes singing Jay Chou's songs.. so it isnt rare that he goes kbox.. but zack.. erm.. din know he can sing in chinese.. haha.. although he got some words he dont know in the lyrics.. i was surprised he watch Hi my sweetheart.. anyway.. he seems to be a diff person.. one that knows how to enjoy life =.= hmm.. get wad i mean? ahhhh... wadever.. thats why i m confusing.. Hence, conclusion no. 1# dont judge a book by its cover.. (refering to quiet ppl) haha ^^ that day, pris kept saying that time isnt enof for 5hrs of kbox.. at first i din understand.. then after 3 hrs.. when our time slot was gone.. i understood.. i was about to enjoy myself then the thing ended..lucky thr was an extention of another 3hrs ^^ haha.. i should say it isnt a bad first time kbox experience.. however..PRIS! u know u actually sang most of the time.. so stop complaining that u haven sing some of the SONGS! somemore..u dont like the idea of paying more for longer hours.. hmm.. Conclusion no.2# hey pris, if u really really really find it not enof..u either go again another day / pay for longer hours / sing at home since u have karaoke set.. No offence XD but its not good to whine.. my ears will hurt =( Also..pris said bout calvin's sg fans thing..N bout me not being a true n loyal fan.. i was a little angry n upset when u said that ='( doesnt mean that not attending the autograph sessions, the concert, not buying their albums means i m not a fan.. hehe actually all this is considered not a fan lah BuT..not everyone can afford to do things like that..going to a concert? who will pay for me? dream on.. sigh.. its not like i dont wan go u see.. autograph session? TIME!! wads more important than studying? go to that session whr u may or may not get up close to ur idol.. i think its kinda waste time n im sure gonna get scolding frm mum if i ever did that.. as for albums.. sorry for tha past all my money comes frm my mum.. its HER hard-earned money..i will feel ver guilty if i used it for such a thing she considered "useless"..i know these may all be just my excuses.. but i believe in supporting them mentally NOT physically.. erm.. its weird to describe this way.. but i support them in my heart.. although u dont consider that as a kind of supporting or even call it a fan's act.. despite all these excuses i m making for myself.. i feel really bad when u said it directly.. there are times where i tell myself im not a fan.. n tell myself im a fan.. its really confusing to judge wad a fan should or shouldnt do.. Maybe im not a fan.. maybe im in some other way.. see how confusing it is? i mean i agree wif wad u say.. sigh.. its a real confusion.. hence, Conclusion no.3# as for whether i m a fan anot.. i come up wif no conclusion..=( Quoting frm wad zack said bout "girls are all like that without make up"..haha its really funny.. oh wad he meant was that girls ( refering to female actors) are all ugly without make-up.. HAHA..during that time pris was singing her song..n she suddenly went way out of tune..hahaha! i think pris was thinking 'is he sayin all girls? including me?' thats why she went out of tune.. haha..i wouldnt say i dont agree wif zack.. i totally agree!! oops.. not all girls lah.. some are naturally born pretty.. anyway.. here's my conclusion no.4# Make-up can make someone look really different frm wad you usually see.. so..guys.. dont get too shocked when u see ur wife without make-up in the future..WAKAKA.. ekk..its really unfair.. everytime when we agreed to split house chores for everyone.. it always turns up im the one who is scolded the most..>=( during the december holidays..bro was the one who is always at home..yet he wasnt being scolded when he din sweep the floor..(erm.. its already set that he should sweep the floor everyday since im working during that period of time)..hey now is MY last few days of holiday! u keep scolding me every single day if i only missed sweeping the floor for a day.. its really unfair.. IM ANGRY.. thats why the more u scold the more i dont wan to sweep.. come on bro din sweep the floor no scolding.. me? even if i did sweep u will still think it isnt enof.. u wan me to go get the laundry.. so ya im doing more n yet u are still baised..just because he is a guy doesnt mean he isnt part of this house.. doesnt mean that he dont need to do something for wad he is living in now..hmph.. fine..Conclusion no.5# i definitely wan to be a guy in my next life.. and that u are reaaaally baised towards guys..its an traditional thinking that u cant shake off as easily as just saying it.. this is a really long post..but i think u will see how confusing and frustrating my views can be..im the person who think both ways.. i can agree wif u but whether to agree wif myself..its really hard to choose...or maybe u can say i think too much =P oh well.. i wondered why i din score well for social studies.. supporting the source both ways.. pros and cons.. OH! i get it.. i cant conclude well.. haha!! that caused my dedecting mark... anyway if i think more in depth to these type of confusion.. my head's gonna ache again.. shall continue all these confusing thoughts when i cant fall asleep..haha.. thx for reading all these craps XD |