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`My THe0RieS EpiSoDe 2 Hii~ ... ... *yawn* kinda feeling bored at home even i got a free day no need go sch.. at first i hated poly coz its SOO different frm the past 10years of studying style.. but now still ok le.. becoz of ccas.. haha.. hmm should i join Daiko drummers? or Choir? or some Sport cca? having quite a hard time choosing among the hundreds of ccas.. hmm.. even though im in choir in secondary.. but no way! i shall continue my tradition of changing cca everytime i come to a new environment hehe..^^ quite surprised when priya suddenly changed her mind to join choir agn.. anyways.. becoz of that AHEM.. i dont wan a disastrous scolding T_T i really dono wad should i do to spend the free time.. NO way im gonna study.... as u know i think that all my life up till this VERY moment i dont think that i've been working hard enof for aanything at all..SERIOUSLY.. ok.. examples.. hmm.. ok.. exams.. most important in life as a student right? agree? PSLE..hehe.. forget that.. i went for the exam and really thinking that.. that exam was my SA2 instead of the national exam.. frankly speaking i din study at all! not even flip book can? maybe only like (2/10)now.. O levels.. i believe that i got work a little more harder.. coz i broke out into fear when the bio paper came nearer.. panicking on the day before.. not absorbing anything into my stupid brain.. i know that night despite the book right in front of my face and im reading it.. it does no help.. chinese? zz i retake in order to get A1 but when the day came.. i was like.. "shouldnt have retake, need more time for physics" wth.. even though i said that in my mind.. after the paper i came bak home play maple..zzz ok.. im stupid REAL stupid.. waste my time jus like that... physics.. dont bother.. 1hr of reading only theory craps..USELESS studying agn.. chem even worse.. 1/2hr only.. coz chem used to be my strongest subject.. and i chose to study more of bio.. sian.. in the end din get A1.. dam it! emath and amath.. sigh... i cant studying maths when the exam is tmr.. if i screw up any question in the practice paper.. i will be doomed when doing the actual paper the nxt day.. ok.. i think the one that i did REAL and effective studying was only SS.. geog T_T dono how do human geog.. SiGH.. how to rate? (5/10) im a dam dam slacker T_T but now cannt be slacker anymore.. becoz all assignments.. Marks ARE included.. make everything so confusing... sigh.. wad do u think? im a real slacker right? hmm.. i think if i really aim to use my 100% of hardwork in poly.. i will only end up with maybe 65%? main prob is my confidence and determination... they are TOO low.. =( sigh.... ... ........... ..... k lah.. back to something not so heavy.. CCAS! omg.. zoe say im not the kind who is so sporty.. O.o i think im going more & more.... how to say.. last time i wasnt like this.. i was bolder.. now.. im a coward.. =( sometimes i feel like i keep part of myself towards my frens.. like i dont show every side of me.. i act differently in front of different ppl.. sigh.. cynthia always say im not high.. erm.. i think when im high u dont see it? i dono.. dont u think that im most of the time the quiet one? k lah.. most of the time my brain goes somewhr else.. sometimes its totally blank.. but i enjoy the times when we all sit together and talk.. although i nvr speak a word =X lols.. this make me sound so emo.. as though im a spirit around the whole gang =/ ARGH.. off topic agn.. cca.. dono wad to join.. haven sign up for any either... =P wadever lah.. when successfully joined a cca then i update agn.. hehe.. nxt time u can dont read this type of post when u see this type of post title.. this title is suppose to be saying bout wad im thinking (often something REAL confusing) during that few days.. hehehehehe |