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Tuesday, December 7, 2010


`SelFish SouL

WTF?! dad bought 3 cans. 1 yours 1 mine 1 his. then he drank his on sunday. you drank your one on monday. coincidentally i wan drink it today. which is tuesday.
then? WTFFFF! who gave u permission to drink mine?

"oh sorry~ i drank it~" thats wad u call apologise? FUCK YOU! "i will go buy for u later.."
that later was like hours? do you know how thirsty and hungry im? i didnt buy bbt just now becox i rmb i had this drink at home.. and thats the reply i get? WAIT for sth that i didnt originally need to wait for.
can u even differentiate wads NOW and LATER? turning off a computer that you are leaving thr to waste electricity = bully you? offing the TV to chase you faster go get my drink = bully (that i admit)

BUT! wad can be more wrong then drinking something you already know ITS MINE!?

plus mum is always siding you. saying that im selfish. so? i have that power. not you. im doing well in my studies & i deserve it. i dont see why u are getting all this advantage. its really unfair! when i was 2nd in class, i requested for nth but 2pens.

i admit im selfish. but why? becoz of you. when mum buys snacks, you are always the one who take more than half the share. becox of wad? becox you're always at home, and you're pocketing the money (for lunch) and eating my share of those snacks.

i only had my pocket money increased because mum say you need money to eat as well. you? only know how to complain that food at ur sch is ex. which u didnt even eat AT ALL. you only spent $$ on going to lan, buying @cash and stuff. and now you even get money during holidays?!?! plus u never eat lunch. so why do u need the money? for @cash only.

mum says im only generous to frens. why? cox you dont deserve to make me share my things. help u in sch work? who had ever helped me in sch work? do it urself.

im forced to only take red things becox "red dont suit boys" when i loved blue
im forced to give you my fav protractor set becox "the pink one i hav dont suit boys"
and wad nxt? you lost the whole set.
im forced to teach you becox "i've learnt it"
im forced to do housework becox "im a girl & u're not"
im forced to give in becox "the older should give in to the younger"

oh come on

DONT we share the SAME hse and family?
AINT you part of the house? then how come you dont need to at least sweep the floor when you are having holidays & im not?
DONT you have the same genes frm mum & dad?
WHY are you the only one who can do stupidly in exams, play computer games everyday, get free pocket money when you dont even need them, get all the things i deserve.
you shld be happy that mum always buy 2 things 1 mine 1 yours.

DO & LEARN on your own. thats wad i did. you even hav tuition to rely on, so why do you still need me?

i've come to a conclusion. YOU'RE NTH BUT A LEECH IN THIS FAMILY.
thats what u are and thats why im selfish.

i so wish that im a guy.

wad can be more fair then that? being a older girl and hav a selfish younger bro is the worst combi ever.

wad crap is it that those adult aunties say 'ahh~ so good can hav a older sis take care of younger siblings~'

im not borned to be trained as a substitute-mother since young. wad i want is to excel in studies and get a decent job. bring my parents overseas when i hav the money.

thats the life i wan. u were never included.
im not generous when it comes to sharing. especially wif you. roger that.