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`Work got no words to describe the ultimate sian-ness im feeling right now... thats y i hate recruitexpress -.- they only want to quickly pass the job and settle in for the lowest pay possible.. promoter? sounds fun but standing 9hrs a day talking to ppl for 6days is really >_> say im picky or wad so ever.. i dont want to stick my head into something i know i will hate... say i have high pride or wad so ever.. i dont like to talk to ppl worst of all sell them items -.- that time a try as a phone caller is alr a last warning i hate it! idk but i dont wanna work for this kind of job.. there is definitely a quota and i dont want to fail the expectation u know? if im not suited im not suited.. theres no point if im "anyhow thrown" to the company and just interviewed it and got a job knowing i would not perform well in it.. yes thats how i feel about this whole agency thing.. they just have TOO many ppl! and who ever wans a job "sort of" fit the criteria.. they jus THROW over.. of cos they start by offering u (pay) based on what u got frm ur last job NOT higher.. and then they start asking u are u up for ALL OTHER kinds of job and offer u that one instead -.- why? cos they wanna close that case asap -.- they basically treat u like some easily replaceable dirt cheap labor.. i knw my schedule is too tight to find a proper job but thats what you are there for right? it even made me wanna stop looking for a job alr -.- and when i asked my mom wtf is that look of urs.. yes of cos i wan extra money.. i wanna lift the burden of urs as well! i also wanna keep the hse neat and tidy since its holidays.. right now.. holidays feel nth more like a burden.. i want school >: hais now idk what to do... theres jus this huge amt of qns and problems i wanna ask and jus cant get the worries out of my head sians... if only i can talk to the 'actual boss' once agn i jus dont want to waste ppl's time.. im glad that she hired me like on the spot but idk wad to expect.. i dont see myself as being there as a promoter.. maybe im thinking too much.. about the expectations of the job of the quota of everything.. worry about selfish seniors who steals ur commission.. this and that T_T i think it can all only be solved if i can speak to her agn.. this huge inner whirlpool has to be stopped only by myself.. i have to stop all these stupid thoughts of mine and go clear each hurdle by myself like a man.. now that you have decided.. JIAYOU AND GOOD LUCK! and i swear im not talking to that bastard alr! how dare he laughed like that! tmd! its all his fault to make me rethink over n over agn this bloody job thing.. no way man no way im talking to you ever agn -.- sorry but ur image has just gone negative heh bye bye |