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skin made by me {fisha} and thanks for them , electricshock , tiqah ,
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`Phone Calls there's always some calls that we pretend we never hear and let it ring and ring till its gone.. there's also this particular call where the phone kept being passed around because of a question that cant be answered properly.. sitting right beside the phone i always have to be the first to pick up the phone cause its ringing so loud beside my ear.. and almost 99% that call is not for me.. sad much.. but nothing to sad over also.. im lazy to talk/entertain.. sometimes not even in the mood to listen.. LOL recently i had such an experience when u hear over the phone of some accident and u just cant sit arnd doing anything anymore.. i kinda find myself irritating because the first thought i had was to contact the insurance company instead of the safety of the person.. but knowing he still can contact us to tell us what he is doing probably caused me not to ask about that.. still its inexcusable.. really hate myself for that.. phone calls from hospital are never good ones.. and i wish i would never receive that kind of call again.. i reflect on what i can really do for them.. its really nothing much and hurry up to save more money its still one of my goals.. to buy a van for daddy so he can dont work under his boss anymore.. and even more money to bring everyone overseas.. it pains me when i see him so injured but i doubt the pain is even greater for her... they are growing old and im refusing to grow old and kept running away from reality.. i know it cannot last forever but i really hope good fortune pours over our house and everyone stays safe, enjoying our games as our daily lifes.. i realised other than my family there is really no one else i would have cared so much about.. i hope people in relationships can dont just wanna try out whether it works but to also whole heartedly care for each other like your precious family members.. |