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 SOmetimes itS EaSier to Do ThinGs iN its SimPLe WayS.. History
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skin made by me {fisha} and thanks for them , electricshock , tiqah ,
zara , wana and afiqah for awesome tuto and freebies.
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`Time Time is all it takes to see if things are real.. i always wondered if time is really a factor to get over a relationship.. because i havent been in a bgr before.. i couldnt make my concluding statement.. thinking that im actually kind of heartless.. i think i can get over it quite easily /: but its the same saying as predicting how much fish gonna cost in the market today.. basically.. a useless prediction. this time is my turn.. i will have to see for myself if this frenship could take up the time challenge.. we always quarrel over stupid things and get over it quickly.. which is good right? i havent really been talking to u becos of yes sth stupid agn.. but neither have you apologise or anything else.. not debating who is in the wrong for that but like really? thats how u gonna treat me since week 1 of school start? not telling me u not going to prelude until i ask? the second time u pangsei me w/o informing? just like that? ok nvm. so i tot u will know me very well that i absolutely hate being alone? plus entering a class full of year3s? fine i dealt with it.. this time i dont want to give in.. i dont want to be needy for ur acc.. i dun need a frenship that is.. like that.. nothing.. its not even like air.. u still need air by ur side though transparent but u feel the need for it.. cant really express this well in words.. but its just all that academic planning and everything.. since year1 we've been saying but because of ur exempted module then u jus threw our plans aside? have u not considered that i dont have S/Us to use anymore? thats y i need that prelude? ya obviously no.. its hard to plan our schedules tgt but its like a promise since yr1.. so that promise just went str8 down the drain and then u r telling me u r planning it with another person.. ok lor nvm.. since im that easy replaceable its fine.. i know true frenship dont exist.. but still it doesnt stop me from finding it.. maybe it just got proved from our frenship but im not giving up on my other frenships.. its yours that im throwing it off.. wad im saying can be harsh.. but its the truth.. the more i associate with you the more hurt im going to recieve.. so im going to stop.. these few years i had fun knowing you.. i will treasure them.. but now not anymore.. i will keep it to the bare minimum.. and raising the wall even higher.. it was never easy gaining my trust.. u might not realise but i know because i keep myself away.. im easily soft-hearted.. i even feel sad for someone who did things so evil to me, for being alone in class.. this time i will harden my heart.. i hope i can etch this tight to myself so i can protect myself from being such a weak strawberry.. easily bruised.. |